Never be

My heart is yearning
Without you, I'm slowly dying
How can I ever be happy
When you and I can never be?

I see you but can not touch you
I know you love me the way I love you
But things are holding us back
We're from different worlds, that's the painful fact.

What else can we do?
Give up, we just have to
Go far away... stay away
"I love you", I never again would say.

The crying child

I heard a voice
Somewhere
I heard it twice
But where?

A child-like scream
Is it just in my dream?
I opened my eyes wide
Is there a place this child can hide?

Out of nowhere, a mild silhouette
Quite unclear, it's the child I bet.
The image became clearer
Goosebumps, I shivered in fear.

An evil black creature just staring
I can't move, I think I'm dying.
I fear the worse
My heart, in fear wants to burst.

It came closer and closer
The cry I heard became such horror
What is this in front of me?
The devil! That's what I see.

I pulled myself together
I got to move or I'll regret this forever
Finally! Was able to run so fast
I tried to shout, but my strength didn't last.

A friend came and saw me in such horror
I breathe and relaxed, told my story of terror.
My friend was in shock and felt a chill in the air
We ran away, to come back we never would dare!

I fear...

I feel this fear
What is it that I hear?
There's fear in the air
I can feel it, I swear.

Is there a place for me to go?
Can I hide? I really don't know
I want to be in a place I'm safe, but where?
The enemies are found everywhere.

Should I hide or should I run?
Either of which, I would still be gone.
In the end, I know my fate
Running or escaping, death won't come late.

Being a friend

"Being a friend is a choice
It's a matter of decision
If you choose to be a friend
You'll be one 'til the end."

Nobody can compare you
Nobody can dissent you
If you love with no condition
You'll be a friend from then on.

It is really a choice,
Will you be that person's voice?
It is really a conviction,
Will there be no desertion?

Up to you,
Up to you...
I chose to be a friend
And I'll be one... 'til the end.

Ano ba, ha?

Ba’t ba ganun ang buhay ng tao?

Minsan di maiwasang masiraan ng ulo

Nakakabaliw talaga ang buhay

Minsan, isip ko na ito’y wala ng saysay

Ano ba dapat gawin ng tao

Para tayo ay makuntento?

Ba’t ba ang hirap hirap maging masaya?

Ang isip ko sana’y bigyan na ng laya

Ano ba dapat kong gawin

Sa buhay ko’ng parang nabibitin?

Parang… di ko na kasi kaya

Mga anghel sa akin ngayon ay nagaanyaya

Ba’t ba nandito na naman ako

Sa lugar na kinakatakutan ko

Hindi na ba ako palalayain ha

Magdurusa na lang ba sa tuwina?

Please naman o ayoko na

Sana naman maintindihan nyo na

Gusto ko naman maging masaya

Kahit minsan lang, sige na.

Forbidden...

Forbidden
But welcomed.
Treasured
Yet hidden.

Fragile-
Cautious-
Envious-
But right.

Meant-
Destined-
Unexpected-
All wonderful.

In your face, the real deal

I suffer from depression

My whole life, I am barely hanging on

What’s the secret formulation

For me to face my problems head on?

Is this world a place for me?

Do I belong here, please tell me

Do I make a significance here

Or my life is really what I fear?

I somehow feel rejected

When all I want is to be accepted

Is this all just in my head?

If I’m like this, pretty soon I’d be dead.

What do you suggest me to do?

Things in my past, I wish to undo

I don’t deserve those, you know

How come God You gave me this sorrow?

A poem of a depressed soul

Can you see me
Behind the blinding light?
Can you hold me
When I am being pushed away?
Can you wipe away my tears
When tears won’t fall?
Can you save me
When nobody can?

Been living in desperation
Opening my heart is an illusion
I can never let you see
What is truly the real me.

Please don’t blame me
I am only taking it easy
The world would be better without me
Selfishly said, I know you’d hate me.

Love me for who I am
The person you know IS me
Need not go any deeper
You’d just lose your way as you go.

How can I be understood
When I can’t even understand?
How can I be saved
When saving me will only dig my grave?

Deep thoughts, deadly thoughts
Deep words, evil words
Deep pain, self-inflicted
Deep soul, forever lost.

The Headache

Chaotic mind
Succumbing spirit
Praying and hoping
Escaping the abyss

Quietly shouting
Mutedly deafening
Faceted soul
Definition unknown

Explain the uncertain
Unboggle the mind
Generate the limit
Analyze the sign

Understand the meaning
No need to explain
Complicating what’s easy
Or simply crossing the line.

My first blog!

Hello, everyone. This is my first blog here in cheesenibbles.blogspot. Why did I choose cheese nibbles? Well, it's my favorite junk food. I am not a fan of junk foods really but I simply love cheese nibbles and other cheese curls available in the market.

Visit my other blog as well, it's http://treasureme.wordpress.com. I simply love writing both for personal and for some clients. Yep, you got it right. I write for a living though I am a chemical engineer by profession. Weird, huh?

Oh well, I just hope you'd keep on coming back to my blog and enjoy reading as I would update my blog regularly. I hope you'd love reading as much as I love writing them.

Cheers!