Having fun under the sun

It is for the best

2007-08-28T12:51:00.000-07:00

I was given a choice
Is it a reason for me to rejoice?
My future is set before me
Two options, which one's best for me?

Both means letting some people go
I hate it, but they have to know
I chose them... of course I would
My heart breaks but it's for the better good.

Gathering moments while I may
So far yet so soon, I'd be going away
To live my life the way I should
I wanna flee, but I never could.

It's for them yet it's for me
Life's a fact, can't you see?
We all've to learn to let go
But in my heart, I'll keep them so.

I'm not inspired :(

2007-08-25T11:01:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile and I haven't written any poems yet. I don't know... Guess I just don't have an inspiration which is why I can't write anything nice here. I don't want to add a poem that doesn't mean anything or what. I want to be inspired before I write a poem... Any suggestions? Life is rather boring lately. It's the same routinary day over and over and I am so not inspired to write a poem *boo!!!* Oh well, I'll try to find an inspiration *lol* Can anybody inspire me? Inspire me, come on! *lol*

Seeing and Reflecting

2007-08-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

I have seen somebody die
It's an image that made me cry
The man was hit by a speeding bus
Just a few feet away from where I was.

His body flew a few feet away
It felt like clouds covered the once sunny day
Death came to visit the man
There's no way to revive a life already gone.

I reflected on my own life
Sought for God's purpose on this young life
He can take me just like that
Will I be ready? Can't answer that.

Never be

2007-07-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

My heart is yearning
Without you, I'm slowly dying
How can I ever be happy
When you and I can never be?

I see you but can not touch you
I know you love me the way I love you
But things are holding us back
We're from different worlds, that's the painful fact.

What else can we do?
Give up, we just have to
Go far away... stay away
"I love you", I never again would say.

The crying child

2007-07-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

I heard a voice
Somewhere
I heard it twice
But where?

A child-like scream
Is it just in my dream?
I opened my eyes wide
Is there a place this child can hide?

Out of nowhere, a mild silhouette
Quite unclear, it's the child I bet.
The image became clearer
Goosebumps, I shivered in fear.

An evil black creature just staring
I can't move, I think I'm dying.
I fear the worse
My heart, in fear wants to burst.

It came closer and closer
The cry I heard became such horror
What is this in front of me?
The devil! That's what I see.

I pulled myself together
I got to move or I'll regret this forever
Finally! Was able to run so fast
I tried to shout, but my strength didn't last.

A friend came and saw me in such horror
I breathe and relaxed, told my story of terror.
My friend was in shock and felt a chill in the air
We ran away, to come back we never would dare!

I fear...

2007-07-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

I feel this fear
What is it that I hear?
There's fear in the air
I can feel it, I swear.

Is there a place for me to go?
Can I hide? I really don't know
I want to be in a place I'm safe, but where?
The enemies are found everywhere.

Should I hide or should I run?
Either of which, I would still be gone.
In the end, I know my fate
Running or escaping, death won't come late.

Being a friend

2007-07-17T14:16:00.000-07:00

"Being a friend is a choice
It's a matter of decision
If you choose to be a friend
You'll be one 'til the end."

Nobody can compare you
Nobody can dissent you
If you love with no condition
You'll be a friend from then on.

It is really a choice,
Will you be that person's voice?
It is really a conviction,
Will there be no desertion?

Up to you,
Up to you...
I chose to be a friend
And I'll be one... 'til the end.

Ano ba, ha?

2007-07-14T17:33:00.000-07:00

Ba’t ba ganun ang buhay ng tao?

Minsan di maiwasang masiraan ng ulo

Nakakabaliw talaga ang buhay

Minsan, isip ko na ito’y wala ng saysay

Ano ba dapat gawin ng tao

Para tayo ay makuntento?

Ba’t ba ang hirap hirap maging masaya?

Ang isip ko sana’y bigyan na ng laya

Ano ba dapat kong gawin

Sa buhay ko’ng parang nabibitin?

Parang… di ko na kasi kaya

Mga anghel sa akin ngayon ay nagaanyaya

Ba’t ba nandito na naman ako

Sa lugar na kinakatakutan ko

Hindi na ba ako palalayain ha

Magdurusa na lang ba sa tuwina?

Please naman o ayoko na

Sana naman maintindihan nyo na

Gusto ko naman maging masaya

Kahit minsan lang, sige na.

Forbidden...

2007-07-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

Forbidden
But welcomed.
Treasured
Yet hidden.

Fragile-
Cautious-
Envious-
But right.

Meant-
Destined-
Unexpected-
All wonderful.

In your face, the real deal

2007-07-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

I suffer from depression

My whole life, I am barely hanging on

What’s the secret formulation

For me to face my problems head on?

Is this world a place for me?

Do I belong here, please tell me

Do I make a significance here

Or my life is really what I fear?

I somehow feel rejected

When all I want is to be accepted

Is this all just in my head?

If I’m like this, pretty soon I’d be dead.

What do you suggest me to do?

Things in my past, I wish to undo

I don’t deserve those, you know

How come God You gave me this sorrow?

A poem of a depressed soul

2007-07-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

Can you see me
Behind the blinding light?
Can you hold me
When I am being pushed away?
Can you wipe away my tears
When tears won’t fall?
Can you save me
When nobody can?

Been living in desperation
Opening my heart is an illusion
I can never let you see
What is truly the real me.

Please don’t blame me
I am only taking it easy
The world would be better without me
Selfishly said, I know you’d hate me.

Love me for who I am
The person you know IS me
Need not go any deeper
You’d just lose your way as you go.

How can I be understood
When I can’t even understand?
How can I be saved
When saving me will only dig my grave?

Deep thoughts, deadly thoughts
Deep words, evil words
Deep pain, self-inflicted
Deep soul, forever lost.

The Headache

2007-07-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

Chaotic mind
Succumbing spirit
Praying and hoping
Escaping the abyss

Quietly shouting
Mutedly deafening
Faceted soul
Definition unknown

Explain the uncertain
Unboggle the mind
Generate the limit
Analyze the sign

Understand the meaning
No need to explain
Complicating what’s easy
Or simply crossing the line.

My first blog!

2007-07-12T09:47:00.000-07:00

Hello, everyone. This is my first blog here in cheesenibbles.blogspot. Why did I choose cheese nibbles? Well, it's my favorite junk food. I am not a fan of junk foods really but I simply love cheese nibbles and other cheese curls available in the market.

Visit my other blog as well, it's http://treasureme.wordpress.com. I simply love writing both for personal and for some clients. Yep, you got it right. I write for a living though I am a chemical engineer by profession. Weird, huh?

Oh well, I just hope you'd keep on coming back to my blog and enjoy reading as I would update my blog regularly. I hope you'd love reading as much as I love writing them.

Cheers!